Love online is not so beautiful

Love online is not so beautiful
" butterfly of the leaf " It is I that name the second network name for oneself. I name the first network name for oneself " The street lamp " ,There are not several people that would like to answer with me after surfing the Net. Get up, can cause the intersection of people and some imaginations " The butterfly of the leaf " Later, looked for the person that I chatted and really increased sharply. This it is one net friend that play with with me that teach little secret of me, she talk about network name to take a bit strange, or a bit romantic, otherwise unwelcome on the net. But not think, shortly after surfing the Net, I " butterfly of the leaf " Fall into a piece of online lecher's hands. I am a 19 -year-old girl, born from Wuhan home of an ordinary peasant household of 50 kilometers, up to the junior school from the primary school, the upper and middle reaches of the school grade in the class all the time, if exert a force, being admitted to a university is not the impossibility, but the parents that 50 years old is less than yet evidently, excessively work hard because of making money desperately for us several to study, the person that old over 60 years more old than the townly looks more painful, I give up taking part in the entrance exam of the hope that the high school goes to the college voluntarily, went to a technical secondary school finally. When choosing specializedly, someone advises me to read financial accounting, someone advises me to read the conduct to manage, someone advises me to read English, but I just select the computer speciality. I see an article on the newspaper, say the society in the future wants the information-intensive society of putting a microcomputer on everybody's desk, if one does not understand the computer operates knowledge, in fact another kind of illiterate, not only can not find the work but also will be eliminated by era. The special secondary school has not graduated yet, father is so tired as to live in the hospital, actually I owed the school tuition of more than 4000 yuan while entering the school, I can not still more even living cost having a meal every day take out by now. Having no alternative, I have to leave school to work as a temporary labourer ahead of time too. Really what is gone to do? I have my opinions naturally. At that time though I was under 18, but I was having stature of one point six three meters, stature gentle and graceful, it is too very delicate for skin to seem, so many hairdresser's, massage, place of person who improve looks see me, want me go what does it act as " The young lady " ,But I have refused without the least hesitation. I think I should respect oneself to conduct oneself first, and respect oneself must be chosen a healthy life style, people treat in the society now " The young lady " Eyes evil for lies of perverse trend. Through comparing and looking for repeatedly, I decide to work as a waiter in an electric hotel stricter in management finally. Can't leave the work position here in one day and 24 hours, only can have a rest until Sunday in one week, there is only more than 400 yuan too except eating in the salary, but the comparative rule of different fields here that I think, and the place to live is and another waiter lives together, two people can already become a companion, there is any things that can look after each other, there is certain sense of safety. Having been in these hotel for about first year, except I answer, come back home once in a while, seldom go out to play and make friends at ordinary times. I have not thought of playing at all, have seldom had time to play too. In it is at hotel,it tow, fetch boiling water, clean the room, is there thing that can not be finished every day. But when idle, I see the magazine, sing and sing too, and the companion living together says - -Will often talk about the computer and go to surf the Net the aspect too naturally. The terrific thing of swindling critically as to some happening in the society, we have heard of it too naturally, having seen from newspaper, but always heard of and seen, hearing sees manily more from newspapers and periodicals, we think instead that is all some and one's own thing of irrelevant child, before burning far oneself. The Internet cafe appeared at this time. This kind and concurrently seeking knowledge, amusing, friend-making, collecting, transmitting information,etc. is in the new and developing trade that is especially well received by young person of one suit, also come to this medium-sized city of ours from great city's development. Come into the Internet cafe, it is nearly the boys and girls about 20 all years old. In the Internet cafe of a another family, the computer is by the computer, the net friend is close to the net friend, only the finger is hit, pressed in the place gently, there are only " windows " on display screens One side open also silently. No matter boy or girl, they seem it is so gentle and quiet, so peaceful, but in their body, the youthful blood is pouring bolling hotly, in that fictitious and magical network world, the dream in riotous profusion is spreading the wings and soaring. However, just among them, someone is excavating the network traps there not speaking and revealing one's feelings, network frauds that making. However, while just going to the Internet cafe to surf the Net, I had not entertained due vigilance to this. Since I have got up " The butterfly of the leaf " Network in name, getting getting many to stand more up in net friend when is it that I chat to look foring. I have been called a network gradually too " Walk in the desert " Net friend become interested. " walk in the desert " Also very sociable, have only had a chat about some simple situations of both sides - -He tells me, he is the people of this city, the network that began to be had not long ago too, assist father to do business at home after graduating from the high school. We the intersection of sea and rich sky have a chat, turn on, afford to have a chat. He praise the intersection of network and name of me get up well, poetic, have, signify, mean too. He says he hopes he is " The leaf " ,I am " butterfly " ,This of mine " The butterfly " One day can fall the intersection of he and these block " The leaf " Have. Have a chat several day on the net, he invite me get off the net to meet. I thought that met and had nothing bad at that time, and very curious, agreed with him. At the time of the second meeting, he says there is a set of very good stereo in his house, want me to sing and sing in his home, say there are not people in his house. I see the intersection of he and very gentle and quiet person, at the face always with a smile, think of the worst him just speak. But reached his family, I find their family does not have stereo set at all. But this has not caused my vigilance yet, has not realized it is a kind of fraud that he invites me to come. He says we chat first, then we sit on the sofa having a chat about it. A piece of interesting experience when he talks about him and does business, it is very interesting. Having a chat, his hands have been embraced to on my waist. I get out of the way instinctively. See his hands stretch over again, I lean to one side, am blocking him with hands, say bringing some smile on the face: "Don't be so, I do not like it like this. " I think we have only met two times, what deep understanding is begun to talk about, let alone what a deep emotion, so any too affectionate act, make people all awkward and different to accept. But he says withes no care at all: "This has anything, present people all revitalize like this. " And ha the leather smiling face is gathered over, should kiss on my face, is frightened so that I stand up quickly, say repeatedly: "Do not be so, do so leave, it is in this way I on Go. " But he gathered and combed to stop my a hand, was saying in the mouth: "What
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