I do not dare to face your _'s network psychology the network lover

I do not dare to face your _'s network psychology, the network lover
The feather dragon is a boy who I got to know in the chatroom, I that and he knows, it is a strange woman called ShangGuan XiaoXian, play a happy role on the net.Story in the network give somebody one true feeling often, let me can facing toward icy screen while being unreal while being such perhaps, let the figer tip strike those out like words and expressions with some love breath.In actual life, I have been already numb to the love, the pain of injury in the past has already deepened the bone marrow.On feather dragon, what I felt is sentimental too, it is sentimental that I have ever experienced that kind strongly!The feather dragon says the love is bitter, no matter who so long as will certainly be painful with liking dipping in the top.See that walk flashing Chinese character, heart of me seize urgent quickly. That kind is bitter, I can not forget either all one's life.I ask him, do we have once similar past?He says, it was not important in the past, the more important thing is for the present and the future.Then are you injured heavily? I sound out him.He after a moment's silence, prop up, turn on topic, ask what kind of boy I like.In fact, it is all true that I answer his words, but on the net, this kind has been desalinized truly.Having considered it, I tell him, that person must be ripe at first, and this kind is ripe should be psychological, and one loves my heart, can forgive my everything.This time he has been reticent for a long time, then has typed a word: Little celestial being, you are girls loving it such as one,etc..I am peaceful and silly. , can he that has not met except thousand li far really feel my existence? One the intersection of aspiration and love fear girl to hold injury again.Roll off the production line hurriedly, I have cried, for that remote understanding. Open the address book, the telephone of the feather dragon already can not be daring to make over all the time there, afraid that has no measure or disappointed in the face of hour? !Think, resolve in desperation to come. In charge of his, if he has rolled off the production line is the predestination, I relatively believe in this one of fate and say.Set aside over according to the number, it is open unexpectedly. Feather in the telephone dragon clear, completely everything that I familiar with no. Think that kind should low-spirited rich magnetic, the intersection of strip and some intonation that lull always.In a flash, I have one kind of feelings cheated.Not bad? He, in that end of the telephone, some hesitate.Then I have felt relieved again. Is it exactly is he unwilling to mention others that it is sentimental that perhaps he is in the network? Ha, one go officer little celestial being what what can take his trust on the corner easily so Germany, share his secret, is there reason to criticize him for being perfect enough? What's more, am I happy like the network too?In the day for the future, we still meet on the net every day, have had a chat for several hours. Just no longer telephone is available, what are feared to destroy.The feather dragon is no longer only a man protagonist in sad feeling story. His another side is the gentle, romantic, affectionate, humour, characteristically brilliant. That once in a while wipe thin and sad, can always make my heartbeat just.In a evening losing electrical power, when I goes mad to look for the Internet cafe riding a bicycle in everywhere, I understood at last, I fell in love with the prince in a person unreal country.In this country, I can be by releasing all of my love to have no reserve at all unprincipledly; I can want, cry, cry, want, laugh at, laugh at right away, they say this shouts forthrightly. But, am I still I who am actual? Princess ShangGuan XiaoXian in the unreal country will love that and call the prince of the dragon of feather so inevitably.Hereafter, figer tip information of love revealed to make getting strong, see he and other girl and chat first appearance that became extremely jealous, spread, act like a child with him too once in a while, say something sickening what.I have promised him, will do all things that can't be accomplished in the network in actual life for him. I titter and think him sure to be moved after sending out this one. As expected, he says he has been moved. And he says again after this sentence, it is a bit kinder to me in actual life.My smile has been solidified in picking up. , does he have it with the same feeling of mine too? I am actually very clear, the chance to meet him is very few, but I can't choose this kind of hopeless indulging in freeing oneself.Every night, I meet with the feather dragon in the network world that cat's mouse coexists, we can say we are only talking love in meanings of the characters, but offered each other unprecedented trust and depended on. The network gives us a lot of specious illusion, make invention and reality obscure together, unable to decide which is right, we can distinguish appearing and is on intimate terms to dredge from those icy characters far, just as face the actual person. I afraid, I a stranger know all of mine clearly.Are you still here? Dragon worries about the feather a bit.At last, I left a word: I do not know what a person the girl who has ever injured you is, but I believe, she will recall everything that you once had shedding tears after for a long time.From then on, ShangGuan XiaoXian did not appear in the chatroom again, she disappeared in the sky of the network as air, later on I entered with other names, will all see each time dragon brush and reject feather with a word, though it is always what he despises to brush and reject.Little celestial being, where are you? Know? I love you! Turn off the computer, my tears tell me, that recalls all girls shedding tears, it is in fact me.
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